Hello readers,

I've been thinking long and hard about whether to write this post, and what to write. I've got to a point were emotionally I don't want to eat. I haven't eaten anything since Thursday, except 2 protein shakes. I'm not hungry, which makes it very easy. I'm still taking all my vitamins etc.

At the moment, I feel very fat and my stomach skin is affecting me so much. I know in my head that it's far better than how I looked before hand but my heart thinks differently.

I think that the start of it is arguing with hubby. I feel completely out of control in my marriage and extremely vulnerable.